First of all apologies for my disappearance ... and always with the promise to remedy as soon as possible. Tomorrow I will take time to get bored (xDDD) with my life but at the moment and I could not delay longer to stop this.
And though it was I who decided it no more
and tired of me not swear that there will be no second part,
so hard I forget ...
Ce, a, in the peaceful solitude of his apartment. And more than peace, security. Without danger.
And yet the danger is looming again, his heart, the pit of his stomach, hands that are medium stops unbuttoning a button to hear Macarena voice.
Drop arms, shoulders, and exhaled a sigh. Do not know how to describe the feeling you have invaded to listen, to hear his name in his voice, thinly veiled by the weak sound quality, to hear her say "Lorenzo, am I" greeting. It was so that nayou, a meeting, a commitment, an unwillingness. You can not risk being destroyed by the hard jet from the eyes of Macarena.
What in any case would be a nerve is not call you back. That's what I think, sitting by the phone late on Sunday. She flies back to Spain in the early hours on Tuesday and has not rung even once more, perhaps for fear of pressure, or receive a response if you do bad manners. Surely she will have found more comfortable lduante long minutes, and then put the old Bakelite telephone on his knees before dialing.
not know how to react when you hear his voice. If you run out of words, or respond shaky, if feel your heart racing or just as if someone had punched in the stomach, the same feeling I had when she launched , that last look, before separating.
The voice replied long before it was ready.
- Hotel D'Ingh
literra, buona will
Buona sera, voglio parlare with the camera 325, per favor.
- Subito
.- receptionist's voice sounds ready and good tone .-
"Grazie.
-Prego, signore.
The brief conversation distracts him enough to not have the soul in a fist. And maybe he was waiting for his call Macarena, or different, because your habitación goes off in an instant and voice sounds wistful answers impatiently.
- Yes?
During the first second, feel unable to respond. She is there, just a few blocks from where he is, just across the river, on the other side of town, and on the phone. Has spent much time wishing and hoping that voice. How many times have you thought of that reunion and has dropped, for reasons that do not really care about, who are mere masks. How much you want to see her, and yetto say they are unable to select the informacióny words, can only be there, wondering, imagining, wishing and silent, as they always have in a way.
which is Macarena rejoins the conversation. He tells why she's there, their troubles with the client who has commissioned the restoration of the moment, all very soft and banal, and he listens, grateful.
already decided it will be time, to talk about what each wants and needs to be seen or not seen. At the moment it is closer than ever in months, and will notmiss even one of those seconds worrying about something that has not yet arrived.
Macarena has a rented car, and it started to rain hard after sharing a coffee in the Grecco, so despite Being so close to his hotel, she offered to bring him closer to home. Then, when she stopped in front of the portal, along with the layoffs of rigor, there was a moment of silence in which they have looked into the eyes.
The back of the hands of the Macarena has cherished it neatly trimmed beard, ignoring the slight roughness. He plays as awhat plays will be lost forever, and in his eyes shows a mixture of longing and pain that he recognizes perfectly, because he has seen himself in the mirror, every single time he has thought in it. Thinking that the contact must be mutual, tambiél reaches out toward her face. Advances toward her neck, he dives into his hair, as if to draw it into themselves and do that which is not allowed.
But as always, she knows what she wants. Well it is a reflection of the desire itself, or because she does have the courage to acknowledge what he wants and doing it, at least most of the time. She has noza and despair gradually. Rises, the soft crescendo of music radio, blindly up the rhythm of the piano and voice thin shells that Macarena song has been on the radio. One that talks about what it takes to forget. Perhaps this is done on purpose or not.
His fingers ruffled his hair, and the world knows a cappuccino and sweet smells of wet earth, the muffled sound of raindrops on the body.
is not necessary to forget, or remember. The moment is everything.
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